Текст песни TOUGH LOVE - iNEED$

What I gotta do to love me?
Looking for the answer, even getting money
Helps so little, like a bandage on a mortal wound
I'm a fool who destroyed everything I could
With my own hands, with my own mind
Losing my stance, locked from inside
Need a key to myself, this door is sealed
I don't want to come back, stuck in between
Had a lot of great girls full of love
Took for granted, felt above everyone
Felt entitled, then it all fell apart
That's my art carried by broken heart
How come I forgot what love is?
Except times when we popped some mollies
That's not me, that's some bullshit logic
All these parties seem so weird and tragic
I'm tough, but so is my love
Slipping away every time it gets rough
Turns into rage, then it turns into darkness
That feeds all these monsters, attacking my consciousness
I'm tough, but so is my love
Slipping away every time it gets rough
Turns into rage, then it turns into darkness
That feeds all these monsters, attacking my consciousness
My first love was nothing but pure
So beautiful, happy and new
She didn't like rap, but she loved my tracks
Singing 'em loud, we were moving just like that
I broke up with her, don't ask why
That was the hardest decision of my life
Never thought that being alone
Feels like a lost home, what scares me the most
Yeah, I've tried to bring light to this home
With new people, some drugs, alcohol
You don't need to even guess what's come of it
Merely echoes of a happy past, I'm done with it
Fucking tired over feeling depressed
Not being able just to live with myself
Forgot how to love, how to feel safe
How to be sober, keep doing my thang
I'm tough, but so is my love
Slipping away every time it gets rough
Turns into rage, then it turns into darkness
That feeds all these monsters, attacking my consciousness
I'm tough, but so is my love
Slipping away every time it gets rough
Turns into rage, then it turns into darkness
That feeds all these monsters, attacking my consciousness