Текст песни onward - ikewyd

(I still wish them well)
(I still wish them well)
(I still wish them well)
(I still wish them well)
In the middle of two lives, been a struggle lately
Know I don't belong in college, mama please don't hate me
Promise I'ma make you proud, let me prove it
Lack of understanding make them think that I'm a nuisance
And I don't like giving attention to those niggas (For real)
Thinking I don't hear the things you say about me
Two sided, I don't need that shit around
Like a moth to a flame, it get hot and you start crowding
Here's a message to the girls that I fucked with (It's all love)
And it ain't a lot of you, I'm so grateful
But things ain't work out like we said it was going to
Despite that, it's still love, but it's painful
And I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about us
All that time has to end up somewhere
But I'm on to bigger things for the record
Might not recognize me cause I changed for the better
I carry all my weight and baggage
I spend it cause I have it, if I didn't you wouldn't see me do it
That's the difference when they put me in this rap shit
Niggas grown as hell
Flexing crazy, you fake all your movements
And I know that it's some things that I can't change
The ones I tried to put on ended up becoming losers
So I had to step over some people I knew
Cause I can't be held down
Had to make that choice to move first
Death sounds better to me than coming in second
Share the win with all my niggas, eating like we anorexic
She keep hitting me with threats, like I put you on a pedestal
Turn you to a stranger, test me if you ready for it
I won't waste a goddamn second
Too busy to dwell, so solitude is your lesson
And closure's a privilege you won't have a chance of getting
I had to stop pretending
I know my fucking worth and I can't spend my whole life giving
Who told you?
That I couldn't do the shit I said I would
I'ma make it undeniable
Won't hold you
Probably won't see 'em at the finish line
Ain't nobody understand my goals
I'm one of one I can't compare with a replacement
Even thinking of it warrants you as crazy
Wasn't always this bold from the beginning
Work too hard to care
Plus my head is on a swivel, so I'm
In the middle of two lives, been a struggle lately
Know I don't belong in college, mama please don't hate me
Promise I'ma make you proud, let me prove it
Lack of understanding make them think that I'm a nuisance
And I don't like giving attention to those niggas (For real)
Thinking I don't hear the things you say about me
Two sided, I don't need that shit around
Like a moth to a flame, it get hot and you start crowding
Here's a message to the girls that I fucked with (It's all love)
And it ain't a lot of you, I'm so grateful
But things ain't work out like we said it was going to
Despite that, it's still love, but it's painful
And I'd be lying if I said I didn't think about us
All that time has to end up somewhere
But I'm on to bigger things for the record
Might not recognize me cause I changed for the better