Текст песни LEFT FLOWERS - jantonomi

I wanna talk but I'm tryna give you space
I wanna know how you been and how's your day
I wanna know 'bout your songs and what you played
'Cause me I'm listening to hella sad shit
Then when you reply I ain't tryna act quick
'Cause I feel in the back like some fucking ad-libs (Pshh, pshh, pshh)
When you said you care you meant it in past tense
You claimin' transparent, I'm seein' a glass tint
It's been a week of you constantly on my mind (Uh)
But none happy I'm stressing 'bout the half time
I haven't ever seen my lows like this
Didn't think I was that invested but it shows like this
Didn't think if we was together it'll go like this
And I keep thinkin 'bout-
And I close my fist
I'm grippin' my own hand 'cause you won't do it
You can't call it tough love if it don't exist (It doesn't)
I need a mental break from it
But anything I do gets me sick to my stomach
And every second that passes
Wondering if everything I did turned to ashes
Thoughts that been passing, my mind is slowly crashing
I haven't been insecure since the 6th grade
It feels a bit strange
It might be a bit brave to assume it's 'cause I care too much
And you don't seem to see that 'cause you play too much
Don't leave me
Warming up to this really wasn't easy
I've tried everything I can I feel defeated (I do)
Didn't think I would miss to hear you breathing
Or the sarcastic tone in what you speak in
We used to hang out, we would never miss a weekend
The top hat you tricked me in disappearin'
I stopped by, couldn't handle your appearance
I left flowers so make sure that they don't fall (Fall)
I'm falling down, your looking and standing tall (Tall, tall)
I guess you can't be the one I wanna call (Shh)
I ain't never felt no symptoms like this, I withdrawal