Текст песни state of healing - jantonomi

i got- sayin' that they love my voice
they don't hear the lyrics and they take that just by choice
but i'ma keep on writing hope i'm never in a Royce
hope i'm stayin' shinin' and my legacy make noise
i'ma keep on bragging 'bout that last night we had
i was makin' beats you was sorta relaxed
or speedin' down 95 givin' you real whiplash
why i'm thinkin' like that man it's hard to speak cash
i don't got a lot of it so ima keep on rappin' like i need it
tellin' you my love stories sellin' you his secrets
they said he a father but he really don't believe it
but they got his picture in his eyes, yeah he sees it
now i'm feelin' bad about it
he's feelin' real mad about it
i need to move on to newer lyrics 'cause my life without it
it's feelin' real better
it's gets cold so grab a sweater
when's you free she said whenever
man that's cool i gotta tell her
i just wanna be friends i hope that she don't catch feelings
i was chillin' with her but i think we hit a ceiling
like when we askin' what we doin' she don't ever see things
i think i broke her heart and left her in a state of healing
i need to pick my pencil journal
and me and you been through this kind of like the lil' rehearsal
i'm not tryna let my first go
i wanna fall in love again but it could really hurt though
if you leave i'll be hurt but i gotta tell you be careful
i stick my pencil to the page when i think about ya
i got a little flame in me it's not lit without ya
i hope i realize it someday
please don't play a role no Broadway
i feel like leaving her single is giving her extra runway
and ima have to tap out
i know i got attached so i'm feelin' i should ask now
do ya feel good you're the only thing i rap 'bout?
to distract myself from you i hit your best friend made her laugh now
(i don't even wanna talk about it)
switchin' up flow stanzas
money call still gotta answer
i cannot imagine romances 'cause listen i don't dance, yeah
you could take a chance at that
we been thru it hell and back
i wanted my attention back
i put in a prevention act