Текст песни breaking again - kardia26

I can count all the friends that I have on my hand
I think its all your fault
Is it 'cause I don't understand?
Why you relate to them if I'm so perfect to you
I'm tryna drown these thoughts, 'cause either way I just lose

Scratch out my skin
'Till the words cannot fit
Rape my bones from my chest
I think I'm breaking again

I don't know what to do anymore
These days are getting too hard
I smoke away to forget
You really left me like this?
You really left me like this
You really left me like this
I smoke away to forget
I'm feeling numb in my chest

I don't think its okay, I'm just passing it by
And I don't think its alright, I'm just wasting my time
I don't think its okay, I'm just passing it by
And I don't think its alright, I'm just wasting my time

Scratch out my skin
'Till the words cannot fit
Rape my bones from my chest
I think I'm breaking again

I don't know what to do anymore
These days are getting too hard
I smoke away to forget
You really left me like this?
You really left me like this
You really left me like this
I smoke away to forget
I'm feeling numb in my chest