Freaking

Hey listen here, I'm a dick
For doing all that stuff and
Talking all that shit
Well that makes two of us
But would that girl have stayed
If I was still for longer
Like all the things I'd have struck
If the storm was stronger

You know I just want to leave
I can't afford to do anything
You said that's the freaking point
You should stop but you don't have a choice

You don't have a choice

Hey man, I'm talking about me
I bet you think your so sick right
All those nights out there just trynna think of nothing like
Talking about who's up next and shivering while I'm high
Just looking through that crystal
It's the colour of her eyes

You know I just need my space
I'll do anything to try and get away
Pull me out of the state I've become
I'm looking around and I feel so dumb

I feel so dumb

You know I just want to leave
I can't afford to do anything
You said that's the freaking point
You should stop but you don't have a choice