Текст песни ESTRADIOL! (grandma always told me...) - lua trilogy!

It's hard to breathe with his hands on your neck
He's gonna kill you
He's gonna kill you

My whole life my feet have never touched the ground
Slap in the face every day when it comes back around
Clean plate club the way I walking almost passing out
Blow your ear drums out looking for new sound
Haven't eaten in three day only lost a few pounds
They just sit there and talk
All they wanna do is put you in a box

Two x's over my eyes like foxx
Can't speak tied up in knots
Can't breathe like I'm hanging from the ceiling tied in knots
Grandma always told me keep your hands on the cross
I did not, now I'm hanging from the ceiling tied in knots
Looking for trouble on your door I'm gonna knock
I'm so done bandages all over bloody cuts
I never wanted all of this but instead its what I got
I just wanna be mean push you over then stick out my tongue
Cut my lip pulled off the skin I could taste my blood
When I get a gun it don't matter who you are or where you're from

I just sigh every time always let you cross the line
Why you treat this like my death if this is the most I've felt alive
I don't care if you cry
Your sons have been dead for a really long time