Caught Sick

On and on they push me over
They keep putting down and keep me sober
Love is a fiend never had a doubt
Sick of myself and what I whine about

Blow after blow the pain feels better
(I've been caught in my lies)
Keep to myself the shame I suffer
(I've been caught in my lies)
Blood on the fists and murder in your eyes
(I've been caught in my lies)
Shock on their face when they see me rise
(I've been caught in my lies)

She wants to

I know you've seen what I've become
So show me the pain of what you've done
I think I know what side you're on
Knock on your face and wait for you
To see yourself move against the rain
Make your own decisions again

She wants to

I pick myself up
Watch it go down
Catch it as it continues
Light it up
So I'll do this now
She follows my lead
She follows you down
She catches and continues
She's lining up
So I'll do this now