All I Want...

I can't see straight
It might be the anger
And all I can hope for
Is someone to save me from all of this
And if I had the chance
I'd blow it, blow it
It took me so far
But I looked back
I could not forget

While you were somewhere
Away from this place
All I could hope for
Is something to give me sign this time
And if I had the chance
I'd forfeit, forfeit
And I want nothing to do with this mess
I will not forget

All I want is all I have
What is left is not that bad
I see things straight now
See things clear
It is all you hoped for
Or all you feared?
And I can't understand
What have I done, what have I done?
The silence kills and I know I don't owe you
Anything