Текст песни Bittersweet - mi$$y

In these moments I'm alone
I am bittersweet
It wasn't long ago
I was in the streets
It wasn't long ago
I was in your sheets

Not much longer till
I'm in the industry
I know everything I been through
Was my destiny and
We took a good shot
At Chivalry
But the one thing that I struggled with
Was levity
Hard to balance all the love
With all the misery

But don't you dare go
Erasing me out your head
Remembering the
Good times that we had

Taking up the good things
With the bad
In the mean time
All the demons that we fed

Bottles on bottles into the bed
Fuck it up, fuck it up, that's what you said
Crying about all the times that we bled
Fucking up, fucking up, I do it best

Suck it up, fuck it all
I'm feeling blessed
But I'm stuck in this curse and
I'm stuck in this mess
Shit's getting real
How I deal with these threats
Gonna pick up a hammer
I hope it don't blast

(ahhhhh)
(ahhhhh)
(ahhhhh)
(ahhhhh)

How
Am I
Supposed
To deal
With this
Mess that you left

How
Am I
Supposed
To deal
With getting
Stabbed in the back

How
Am I
Supposed
To deal
With these
Thoughts of violence

How
Am I
Supposed
To deal
With getting
Left in the past

Its ok, It's ok, It's ok
What I say when
I want you out my face
It's ok what you think but
I'm rolling in my grave
So leave me to my ways
I'll lead you to the wave

But

In these moments I'm alone
I am bittersweet
It wasn't long ago
I was in the streets
It wasn't long ago
I was in your sheets

Not much longer till
I'm in the industry
I know everything I've been through
Was my destiny and
We took a good shot
At Chivalry
But the one thing that I struggled with
Was levity
Hard to balance all the love
With all the misery

Remembering the good times that we had
Don't you dare go erasing me out your head
Taking all of the good times up with the bad
In the meantime all the demons that we fed

You know I love you right