Текст песни The Isolationist - murphhh

Feeling as if I've been lied to
I hid my feelings like you hide truth
You're at my party in the bayou
Although I didn't invite you

I shut my eyelids closed with white glue
Cause if I open them I know I'll try to find you
I may be blinded but then again you're blind too
Are you dead to me, yeah is the fucking sky blue?

I hate you but I'm still obsessed
How can you explain that?
You betrayed me but it takes all my energy
To stop me crawling back

You're a scrub, you're a hoax
How on God's green earth did you seem to coax me
Into living with you in your shitty apartment
And letting you fuck me for a year and a half?
And I must admit it's too soon to know
If the relationship we shared was a high or a low

Feeling as if I've been lied to
I hid my feelings like you hide truth
You're at my party in the bayou
Although I didn't invite you

I shut my eyelids closed with white glue
Cause if I open them I know I'll try to find you
I may be blinded but then again you're blind too
Are you dead to me, yeah is the fucking sky blue?

Yeah, you said I was yours, you said I was your only
Now we're both alone but I'm happy that you're lonely
These bars seem cruel, yeah I'm mean with the flow
Call me Adele Dazeem cause I just couldn't let it go

You thought you could mistreat me and escape scot-free
One of us must burn and I'll make sure it's not me
I'm not pissed, I'm motherfucking irate
You couldn't even finish your barium nitrate