Текст песни friends were always fake - mxrrow

Living by myself and I'm feeling so worthless
Throwing up my guts all these drugs made me hopeless
I got no time man I swear I feel like dying
I hate my life all I needed was some friends
Living by myself and I'm feeling so worthless
Throwing up my guts fucking love made me hopeless
I hate my life all I needed was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends

Yeah I know that you still hate me though
You got the pictures of us holding hands but no
Okay I'll be gone won't call you anymore
But you can't take my love that I had for you this time
I hate how I'm being so damn shy
I'm a piece of shit yeah no lies
Music is my only love of my life
Yeah I'm growing I won't stop this time

Living by myself and I'm feeling so worthless
Throwing up my guts all these drugs made me hopeless
I got no time man I swear I feel like dying
I hate my life all I needed was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends

Yeah I know that you still hate me though
You got the pictures of us holding hands but no
Okay I'll be gone won't call you anymore
But you can't take my love that I had for you this time
I hate how I'm being so damn shy
I'm a piece of shit yeah no lies
Music is my only love of my life
Yeah I'm growing I won't stop this time

I don't need love I'm just making green
I saw your text and I left you on seen
No I ain't tryna be mean just tryna be free

I was hoping for some end and
All I ever needed was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends
Was some friends

I'm so worthless
So so useless
I'm unlovable and so stupid
I'm so anxious
So so shaky
I'm unstable and so clueless