lil demon (30)

But the peace, just a
Mad at me, mad at me, so
(Three)

Gotta speak on all my problems, gotta make myself at peace
But the peace
Just a little moment floating in the breeze
On my knees
By the time I get to Phoenix, ugh
It's lookin' like Equinox
My ego is defeated and the pain I've felt for weeks
So it's me
So it's me you're really seein
Lil demon on my shoulder, but my shoulder like a crease
Lacking sleep
But I'll sleep when it's all over, honestly
My philosophy is callin' in my sleep
I ain't write, poetry, in a month
Like a moth, to the flame
But the frame still lookin' kinda chic
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I hit 30 & my waist got 30 jeans
I've been craving something more
Fill the void & all I got is stupid tees
Mad at me
Why temptations on the edges, I've got lucky number seven's
But I bet that I won't see his ass for weeks
R.I.P, like a memory that keep you from your sleep
Not that deep, but, don't forget me
PUZZLE3, ugh

Pass it
& I gotta pass it
I gotta pass it
I gotta. ugh

That's it
Now I've gotta gas it
I'm feeling fantastic
Kick shit, rabbit, I'm doin' a hat trick
I gotta pass it
Y'all act like a has been
I'm chasing the dragons
The poetry past tense
My memories past dense
Walk into my life and it feel like a mausoleum
Walls are looking priceless, still could buy this if I deem it
How the fuck we 'sposed to live?
There's fires in my dreams, and
There's fires in the hallways
Losin' track of all days
Tipping back and forth between"Fighting for it's worth it"
And"I don't even think that we deserve it"
If Mars is the farthest that man has set his target
Then I don't know why we even started
Life is feeling fickle, each a nickel stored in silence
Might just have some dollars for surviving
All I'm asking for is guidance

Ugh
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