Текст песни I'm Not Ready For This - ocarth

I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
Oh I'm not
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
Oh I'm not

I can't wait for it to end
But I'm so scared for it to start
If another big event happens
It's going to break my heart
I want to appreciate the small things
But they all grow old before my eyes
I don't know how to live with the fact
That time keeps moving while I stay intact

Not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
Oh I'm not
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
Oh I'm not

The future keeps on chugging forward
I stay, wondering where to go
Everyone is so enthusiastic
Their looks bite down right into my bones
I'll live to see my parents die
My friends move on
And my home change places
To be honest, eighty years of this
Doesn't seem like near enough

Not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
Oh I'm not
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
I'm not ready for this
Oh I'm not