Текст песни Altarboy - [pseudonym]

What the fuck am I doing here
I could feel you so near
But I'm turning a blind eye
So I can continue to live a lie

I know that the evidence is real
Because I can't lie about what I feel
And I can try to make excuses
But in the end they're just excuses

(Where are you)

I've got these blessings all around me
But I don't care
What am I doing here