Текст песни Suicide Note - ripvibez

I seek to find peace
In a place where I don't peak
But I wonder if I'll ever find the happiness I seek
This is just like Cole said happiness don't from album release
That's what I plan to tell myself
From here on out as I fight to succeed
I truly plan to stay unseen
I wish for the rest of my life and flee the scene
Without a trace to see
How many people care or think about me?
I proceed to release then receive your beliefs
I just feel incomplete even though this all I need
This is truly all I wanted all I wished for yes indeed
I fill my circle up with positivity just to increase my self esteem
I never dream about success I work for it that's why I rap on beats
You the special person listening you are unique
Fuck what people tell you go and live your dreams
My album released god damn such a pressure
And it's like that because what if I regret something I said later
What if a line is cringe?
What if I get pushed around and people tell me
That I won't ever make it and then I seek revenge?
What if the next thing I write is not a
Rhyme but it's a suicide note that I begin?
Because everybody in this generation just seems to avenge
Imma go ahead and put these fuckers in a ditch
Or throw them off a bridge
It do not matter bitch I am the boss but
For you that would always be hard to convince
I tell myself I'm blessed even though I'm filled with sins
The suicide note begins...
Who would've thought that life is better after I'm gone
It's like I never existed
But people wishing that they never been so distant
Now they feeling so convicted
While others have admitted bout doing hate
Because if I don't my soul would prolly wonder
Around feeling some sort of regret I'm not the victim
I truly am sorry to anybody that I hurt it wasn't my intention
But all I wanted was some attention
Obsessions
I lived a life where all that happened was some sort of detention
(Wake up)
But I got a chance to look at everything that I was missing
Now my younger sister is like 14 and that's a blessing
My other is almost in her 30s and to my music she do listen
My parents are the strongest because for my beautiful
Siblings everything they have been risking (Wake up, wake up)
Now my friends are living they life being loved without conditions
And they always beating they competition
And then I started tearing up because I ended thinking wrong
Everybody mourns and they miss me all along
(Wake up)
(And then I woke up from my dream)