Текст песни Numb 2 Pain - rosyxo

As a kid I was sitting there tryna get it straight
Parents in n out they were telling us lies to our face
Nothing's changed
Saw the drugs u had to stash away
Mother shooting up as kid I was tryna say it's fake

You know it's aight
Little me overthinking at night
Remember calling mum I was petrified to turn off the light
I was year 5
Was sitting next to my fathers side
Talk about his day and little things taking up his mind

Ur shining bright
U know I miss u on the daily
Thinking of your voice but I can't drive me crazy
Life b getting shady wish that u could've saved me
17 I'm struggling stuttering getting spacey

Maybe I'm the worst n I'm getting karma from past lives
Dark nights getting so beautiful think about it twice
Say I'm nice, u haven't met me or met the other guy
Demons that arise from the cemetery I keep aside

Elementary fights turned to brotherhood bonds we keep it tight
Family forever there's never something you gotta hide
Tell me if u aight know I'm backing u till the day we die
Think we telling lies but we're getting the truth up off our minds

I'm disappointed but I'm not surprised
Needa take my meds I ain't feeling alive
Dead inside
Wishing that I tried I'm suicidal inside my mind
So confined
Taking a break wonna go back in time

Know ur love be the best but it's causing me pain
Out in the rain have a bong I'm getting numb once again
All the games that u made I had to go run away
Need to escape every night feel like I'm in a cage

I just wonna sit down n tell u all about life
All the the fakes switching up n they thinking it's ight
It's the drugs taking over they jus wonna get high
Thinking it's aight but it ain't they aint stay for the ride

As a kid I was sitting there tryna get it straight
Parents in n out they were telling us lies to our face
Nothing's changed
Saw the drugs u had to stash away
Mother shooting up as kid I was tryna say it's fake

You know it's aight
Little me overthinking at night
Remember calling mum I was petrified to turn off the light
I was year 5
Was sitting next to my fathers side
Talk about his day and little things taking up his mind, argh