Текст песни out of focus - sad alex

What starts as love always ends in hurt
The train don't stop and the drugs don't work
It's the same old show for the matinee
Cryin' in my car on the interstate
Letting grin a brown town, tell me it's okay
'Cause your bodies steady as water babe
And God I want you
And you know this
You're just picking the petals that say no I can't love you
When it's in front of you
But you don't notice
I'm just out of focus

How do I convince you that I don't care
When the sun sets on your skin, rises in your hair
I'm a walking cliche with a marching band
While you drive out east with my heart in your hands
I don't expect you to understand
The way I want you
But you must know it
You're just picking the petals that say no I can't love you
When it's in front of you
But you don't notice
I'm just out of focus