Текст песни wondering how - scruffpuppie

Apple cores, unholy chores
I have to raise my voice to speak
My thoughts got bad
I dropped the bag with eggshells cracked

I know I lack all that you need
I cannot breathe
My lungs are filled with smoke from trees
So you tell me I need to leave, and I did
And now I'm wonderin' how

How I even got this far
Got sympathy for all your scars
I'm runnin' circles, bowin' down
But I'm still fuckin' wonderin' how

Broken bones and heart-shaped stones
They block my road the way to home
The hedges trimmed, the blades just skimmed
Above my head, I lay in bed

The ceilin' stares into my soul
I didn't wanna have to go
You forced my hand
And we've found land
But now I'm scared
And still wonderin' how

How I even got this far
Got sympathy for all your scars
I'm runnin' circles, bowin' down
But I'm still fuckin' wonderin' how

And I'm still fuckin' wonderin' how
And I'm still fuckin' wonderin' how

How I even got this far
Got sympathy for all your scars
I'm runnin' circles, bowin' down
But I'm still fuckin' wonderin' how

The snow will stick upon the ground
The sky got dark from all the clouds
It's gettin' cold, I say out loud
That I'm still fuckin' wonderin' how