Текст песни crucify me - sleepyjoss

I'm praying for some safety
It's a shot in the dark but I'll take it
I acknowledge you daily
What I meant for you wasn't tasteful
Now I'm feeling as if I'm forsaken
I'm falling out my grave
Then I'm taking another step
And I'm forcing your brain to forget
(Brain to forget)
That I'm forcing myself to live
Cause I'm living off negatives
I'm not worth and I know you're right

You can crucify me while I'm praying in pain
I'll be a beautiful god
Such a wonderful saint
If you demand me on this path I shall take
(This Path I shall take)
I'll worship you daily
And sleep off the pain
My life full of addicts, you fix what you can
You've done for my mother as much as in plan
That's why my hate for you god is much in demand
I believe you won't attempt to make it right
I hate my life and I know you make it known
With the past that I'm given I'm in pity til' I'm gone
Why'd you leave so soon?
Is it me or is it you?
I hate my life and I know you make it known
With the past that I'm given I'm in pity til' I'm gone
Til' we leave this view
I won't leave my room
I hate my life
I hate my life
(Til' we leave this view)
I hate my life
(I won't leave my room)
I hate my life
(Why'd you leave so soon?)
I hate my life
I hate my life