Текст песни not alright - sorrow

I could write a melody, so heavenly
But nothing will ever set me apart from what they're telling me
We're enemies at heart
But that's who I see in the mirror
Momma told me not to worry
In the end, I couldn't hear her

I work all day, and cry all night
I really hate my life, I'm not alright
I tend to waste my time inside my mind
I really hate my life
I'm not alright

So, I'ma sleep all day
And wake up tired
Then I text my friends, I just got fired
Tell me I'm no good, and that's just fine
Because I hate my life
I'm not alright

Yeah, sometimes feel like I gotta cry
Other times, got my eye on a prize
Tell me bro, you've been winning at life
And yeah, I know, but I'm sick of the lies

Told me money would make everything fine
Now my ego is the size of a dime
And my success isn't anything, 'em
So depressed, and I'm wanting to

Go to sleep
I'm keeping track of what's owed to me
They're getting older and they're finding peace
And I'm just finding pieces that I'll never keep

Like life is a game of chess
I'm needing something to aid the stress
I'm waking up just to face a mess
It's funny, 'cause I haven't made it yet, yeah

I work all day, and cry all night
I really hate my life
I'm not alright
I tend to waste my time inside my mind
I really hate my life
I'm not alright

So, I'ma sleep all day, and wake up tired
Then I text my friends, I just got fired
And tell me I'm no good, and that's just fine
Because I hate my life
I'm not alright

I never was
I just hate being alone
So, so I never stay at my home (at my home)
Yeah, I go to work at my job
Hoping that one day all this pain will stop

I work all day, and cry all night
I really hate my life
I'm not alright
I tend to waste my time inside my mind
I really hate my life (I really hate my life)

So, I'ma sleep all day, and wake up tired
Then I text my friends, I just got fired
Tell me I'm no good, and that's just fine
Because I hate my life
I'm not alright
I never was