Текст песни curtain call - stray

Playing charades
Like my life's in vaccum
Tryna to take you away to the backrooms
I didn't hear
But I grieve like I have to
Don't look around
Tried to hide in a bathroom
How does it feel
Was it great as imagined
Enticing enough you would tell me it happened
Your only bored
To fulfill satisfaction
Your only raised
In a trance
Now she wants to draw in a sober refraction
And I wanna see in your world with your glasses
Turning to Jesus
Turn back to imagine
Moses said leave me alone

Hand in your cloak
Boy you sound like white like snow
But he know I lie
When I know better
But it's so hard to let go
Really
Why I gotta work my ass of
To get this liquid mask off
My Eyes will dilate
Go insane
Go insane

Go Sell your car
Sell your home
Anything to take the lot
You save my soul
Save my soul
Try to tell you what I want
But Is it bad
Maybe so
I don't really trust myself
Or what I have
Self indulged
Self indulge

All my friends just wanna watch
But they're not gonna go
Driving round at 80 miles
On a private road
Kinda like a turnabout
Because they're never close
They don't see the side of me
That never goes alone

She took almost nothing from me
Yet it was everything I have
This love caused such endless on me
Not worth much here
But still shows up

Cue the curtain call
The only time I showed
Guts

All my burdens small
Cause I'm pretty sure
I'm still someone else

Now she wants to draw in a sober refraction
And I wanna see in your world with your glasses
Turning to Jesus
Turn back to imagine
Monsters that leave me alone