equinox

Leaves stay falling over broken earth
Sticks and stones may break our bones but im the only one who hurts
It's pointless to pretend that i can take all of the brunt
And the only way to look up is to chief this fucking blunt
Im the mortuary assistant for my own fucking autopsy
I promise that i'll be better just get all this damn weight off me
It's crushing my head in like tampered crime scenes
My soul the only witness to a crime that remains unseen
It's cold in here

I feel like caesar in this bitch
23 knives inside my back
I turn around to see who did it but my vision fades to black
When i wake up im alone but that was always how it was
I don't get up, brush my teeth
I go to bed just how i was
Sooner bleed out
Than risk my mental image take another blow
Sometimes it's best to lose yourself than really know
Where your limits are
Id rather fucking die than have to grow
Eternally unsure
Eternally insecure
To see the equinox you have to see yourself do more
It's pointless
But i know more than before
And you'll never learn a lesson 'less you let it reach your core
Im unstable for sure
But i know more than before

I can't think straight
Im falling off the edge
I don't know where to go
But i know id be better gone instead
Call me RFK
I think i got some worms inside my head
Look to better days
Cause if i can't i think im fuckin

Feel like caesar in this bitch
23 knives inside my back
Feel like caesar in this bitch
23 knives inside my back
Feel like caesar in this bitch
23 knives inside my back
Feel like caesar in this bitch
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