Текст песни never growing up - updog

Saw myself fall but I'm coming up
The wounds are still open but they're covered up
Keep my mind open, never growing up
Daddy said he's proud, then I fucked it up

Show me how to breathe
It's only been a while
Since I suffocated drowning
From my own smile
Fake it 'til I break
And I can't take no more
Can't nobody blame me I don't feel myself at all

I can't be who you want
But I'm gon' be who I am
And I won't take it all back
Just fucking tell me who will I be when I'm gone

Saw myself fall but I'm coming up
The wounds are still open but they're covered up
Keep my mind open, never growing up
Daddy said he's proud, then I fucked it up

Take me to the moon, teach me how to fly
Pull the rug from under me, before I get too high
Feels like a restrain
Pressing on my brain
Why won't anybody come relieve me from my pain

I can't be who you want
But I'm gon' be who I am
And I won't take it all back
Just fucking tell me who will I be when I'm gone

Who will I be when I'm gone

Hate me
Break me
Anticipate me
Take me
Fake me
All when I'm gone