Family Tree

What do I believe in?
Trees bloodied from the weight of my belief
What do I believe in?
From the trials of my leaves i craft my scheme
What do I believe in?
As icarus fell he laughed with glee
Fulfilled
Atleast he reached his dream
I've been tryna believe
Tryna to succeed
But I've still got blood
On the leaves
Of my family tree
What ever happened to me
Whatever happened to we
She said when you live your life
Don't forget about me
Had my head up in the clouds
There was hell around me
Don't come see me in the ground
If you never shout me
Don't go begging off my name
If you sit and doubt me
I've been ready for war
I've been gathering the troops
Now I'm settling scores
All this time in the booth
Still I'm hungry for more
Till I'm sitting with the fam
And we winning awards
I've been following the plan
Putting feelings to chords
We've been building up the brand
Soon we'll take em in tour
When your watching from the stands
I won't feel no remorse
Spent a while of the course
Now it's all on me
I don't know why they tempt me
Your still blessed empty
Words that I needed
The pain I was feeling
All these late nights but we still stayed dreaming
Stayed scheming
Trying to achieve it
Fighting these demons
I'm still here
Know the rain doesn't last at all
Know they still wanna see me fall
One wrong move and you lose it all
I'd still do it for my family tree
I Still do it for the life I see
Still do it for you and me
You and me
You and me
I don't care what they've got
New car new chain
I don't care what the copped
Man it's cold in the ends
Who am I to pretend
I've been sitting in the bars
While their clearing the shots
How we settling the beef
And still staring at pots
This a toast to the times
That we shared there's a lot
Like when a got locked
And that car got stopped
He was talking a lot
Till his jaw got rocked
These are dreams from the grapevine
Anything good it takes time
Fuck being humble
I'm tryna be the greatest alive if it saves mine
That's for my family
For the ones who understand me
That's all I can be
Deepest shame

Ain't no plan b
I'm still here
Know the rain doesn't last at all
Know they still wanna see me fall
One wrong move and you lose it all
Still do it for my family tree
I Still do it for the life I see
Know I'd do it for you and me
You and me
You and me
It's funny
Art is one of the few things
That works best broken
You ever had your dreams stolen?
Such a young age
What if I had been chosen?
Would my sins
Still play a melody
That would have time frozen?
As a kid I played hide and seek
And it wasn't obvious to me
Even when I was hiding
The apple wasn't far from the tree