Disconnect - Interlude

Try me
The way I used to feel was so blinding
It kept me from what's really real
A tight hold, mind control
Broke free
Memories up in smoke, that's the way love ends
I suppose
I used to be one of those
Hopeless romantics if you will
Don't get me wrong the shit was fun
And I'm not mad at anybody but
I'm done with that shit
I'm not lying
To be vulnerable again not my thing
Declining any displays of you being down with me
Exclusively, don't get used to me
My walls aren't coming down any time soon
If you don't have the patience then do what you gotta do
I'm numb to many things you leaving shit is all the same
Don't deserve what you give me
I'll just throw it all away
So let's not waste any time
I know what you want
I know that I can provide
The last words I heard you say you tried to cut deep
The same lips that said you loved me
Same lips wrapped around me snugly
Now I sit here just wondering
Does he know, I hope so
Be shame to swear before God withholding sins
In the end I knew shit was close to fin
Nonsense to try and go and make amends
All these songs tryna make dividends, or die trying
My eyes dry, no crying, I got distractions, realigning spines
I got no time to grace
Running shit now at my own pace
But best believe it I'll come to your place
Pull out my pride and
And think nothing of it
It's just sex, not tryna love it's a disconnect
Legs by your head girl you need to stretch
Not just the truth, but between your legs
I got that for ya
What's next, not another round then I'm bout to flex
Don't call my phone shit is disconnected like my heart is
Dearly Departed