Текст песни Fill the blanks - zxc

Energy depleting, feel a shift in the air
I can see the lack of love behind your beautiful stare
I won't lie, the way you moving got me stuck and impaired
I guess I'll sit around and wait for you
I say it's unfair
With careful calculation
I'm getting impatient
But I won't tell a soul cause I don't wanna do more chasing
Elated by the way you give me just enough but never overflow my cup
So I can't ever get complacent
And shit girl, I can't front like I ain't
sitting here exhausted
But when you tell me jump, you know I'll do it like it's cross-fit
But I can't read your mind, I'm stumped and you won't do no talking So I'm battling assumptions but my demons won't quit hollering
Lock in, that's what I try to tell myself
Try to give the reassurance that I need without the help
Scared of looking stupid, yeah I say it, I feel dumb as hell
I try to find excitement in what's new but this just feel like hell
Now I like you, don't get it twisted
I wouldn't have it any other way, I'm feeling gifted
This shit is torturous, I know but I can't help but crave it
When you decide you wanna love me, girl just gon' and say it
Gon' and say it

Keep me close
But I can't read your mind
Wasting all my time
I say I'm doing fine
Keep me close
But I can't read your mind
Wasting all my time
I say I'm doing fine now I see all the differences

Wonder bout what you won't say
I know it ain't worth mentioning, I'm waiting around another day
Saying what I wanna hear, I know it's pretty in the face
I think that I forgot how quickly skies can go from blue to gray
"Don't apply no pressure in the things that feel secure"
Yeah, that's what you had told me but things shiftin' to a lil' blur
And I don't wanna press you and come off like I'm just insecure
So I reside inside my silence tryna give myself the nerve
"Zac don't overthink it, it's just new and you ain't used to it"
"You spilled your heart out for the first time, I know you new to it"
"Ain't no way that she would hear all that and not love you through it"
I think I found a version of you in my head, been glued to it
Don't be stupid
Now is not the time to be so reckless
Don't be foolish
And paint a picture like you simply helpless
Say you coolin'
But your attitude immensely selfish
Remember that she's human and she's got some shit that's needin' dealt with

Keep me close
But I can't read your mind
Wasting all my time
I say I'm doing fine
Keep me close
But I can't read your mind
Wasting all my time
I say I'm doing fine

Now don't mistake my tone for an angry one Like I'm trippin' out
I may be a little frustrated because I'm filled with doubt
Never seen a love unconditional so I'm not sure how
To read it and receive it So it's shown and I start flippin' out
And I don't wanna be dismissive, know that I'm responsible
For how I chose to heal when love has never been demonstrable
I spent a lifetime running, now it's catching up I'm moving slow
Just kick me in the ass here and there
When I need to go
But you? your love is tricky and it's got me on my toes
And I don't understand why it's so hard for me to simply know
With your lack of introspection, yeah, it's clear, starting to show
I gotta think that I'm just over here doing more than the most
And I don't
Wanna scare you, don't mean to be overbearing
It's getting scary, I'm questioning every move I'm daring
Don't think you hear me, so I've been picky with what I'm sharing
Still a lot and I can't take it back, I feel my demons glaring
Do you get the message? Do you see the picture that I'm painting?
My mind is racing, convince myself that your heart is vacant
I try to hate it, I'm freaking out, cause shit you ain't saying
Leave me with the blanks and I'ma fill them with the pain I've taking
I'm mistaken
Now's the time that I reach for the door
Kick me on the floor, expecting me to just keep wanting more
I always pull the weight for miles I do it all before
I realize that this shit ain't even worth fighting for no more

Keep me close
But I can't read your mind
Wasting all my time
I say I'm doing fine
Keep me close
But I can't read your mind
Wasting all my time
I say I'm doing