Текст и перевод песни ZUTOMAYO - 蹴っ飛ばした毛布

蹴っ飛ばした毛布

要らないよ 食べかけの借りた映画も
忘れたいよ 自分のものでしかない約束も
求めすぎた 勇気なんて捨てたいや
待ちくたびれた 久しぶりだねって言えた覚悟
どうか思い出になんかしないで

蹴っ飛ばした毛布
気配を探してる癖がついて
温もり飛んでった 冷え切ったパンの耳 齧ってても
傷つくことでしか 自分を保てないのは嫌だよ

ずっと解決が 答えじゃないことが
苦しいの わかってるけど
無口な君 真似ても
今は緩い安心が不安なんだよ
誰に話せばいい これからのことばかり
大切にはできないから
すぐ比べ合う 周りが どうとかじゃ無くて
素直になりたいんだ

冷たい匂いに負けそうになるくらい
暖かさに慣れてたせいかな
触れた気体を 縒れた鞄に蔵って
君のくれたバッチ握って 張り裂けそうな声で
少しでも起き上がれないかな

ずっと解決が 答えじゃないことが
苦しいの わかってるけど
無口な君 真似ても
今は緩い安心が不安なんだよ
誰に話せばいい これからのことばかり
大切にはできないから
すぐ比べ合う 周りが どうとかじゃ無くて
素直になりたいんだ

どれだけ複雑でも 辿り着いてしまうから
私は平気だよって わかって欲しいから
どれだけ単純でも 遠回して伝えるから
君が どうかなのかを 教えて欲しいから
どれだけ複雑でも 辿り着いてしまうから
私は平気だよって わかって欲しいから
どれだけ単純でも 遠回して伝えるから
君が どうかなのかを 教えて欲しいから

ずっと追いかけた 懐かしい匂いだけ
包まっても 嫌になるけど
少しだけ 不安だと
心地よくなる安心も 嫌なんだけど
誰に話しても これからのことばかり
大切にしていたいけど
すぐ比べ合う 周りが どうとかじゃ無くて
今 隣にいたいんだ

Kicked Blanket

I don't need your half-eaten borrowed movie
I want to forget about the promises that were just mine
I asked for too much, I want to throw away my courage
I'm tired of waiting, I could have said it's been a while since we last met
Please don't let this become just another memory

The Blanket I Kicked Away
I have a habit of looking for your presence
The warmth is gone, even if I gnaw on a cold bread crust
I hate that the only way I can protect myself is by getting hurt

I still haven't realized that
Finding solutions isn't the answer
Quiet love, even if I try to imitate you
The loose reassurance makes me feel uneasy
Who should I talk to about what's going to happen from now on
Because I can't do it by myself
I immediately compare myself to others, it's not just about the people around me
I want to be honest

I'm so weakened by the cold smell
Maybe it's because I'm used to the warmth
I hide the touched gas in my twisted bag
I hold the badge you gave me in my hand and shout until I can't take it anymore
I don't know if I can get up again

I still haven't realized that
Finding solutions isn't the answer
Quiet love, even if I try to imitate you
The loose reassurance makes me feel uneasy
Who should I talk to about what's going to happen from now on
Because I can't do it by myself
I immediately compare myself to others, it's not just about the people around me
I want to be honest

No matter how complicated it is, I always end up there
I'm okay, I want you to understand that
No matter how simple it is, I'll take a detour to tell you
I want to know how you're doing
No matter how complicated it is, I always end up there
I'm okay, I want you to understand that
No matter how simple it is, I'll take a detour to tell you
I want to know how you're doing

I've been chasing after that familiar scent
Even if it's wrapped around me, I'm starting to hate it
I'm a little anxious
But I also hate this reassuring comfort
No matter who I talk to, they only talk about what's going to happen from now on
I want to cherish it
But I immediately compare myself to others, it's not just about the people around me
I want to be next to you right now