Текст и перевод песни Boku no Lyric no Boyomi - 在り処

在り処

掠れた音で奏でる歌
忘れられても 今 尚 謳う
やたらと雨が降った
明け方 風が吹いた
肌を刺す 立ち去れと喚いていた
居場所なんて無くて 残る体温
古に消えた まだ見ぬzion 枯れた才能
この己を縛る枷の中
永久に明けない夜の果ては未だ
視えない線路の延長線上
死ねない自分が「御機嫌よう」
居場所を持たない流浪の民
生まれた事実は動かない
愛を注がれない器に
穴だらけのこの惨状 Who's done it？
パーツが欠けて歪んだ身体
存在さえも赦されないなあ
生まれ落ちた時
意味を持たない
ぼくの心は何処へ消えた
砕け散る様に
雨の中で
ぼくの心は何処へ消えた
まだここに居る意味を
何のために 生まれたのか
まだここに居る意味を
何のために 生まれたのか
人は誰かに必要とされて初めて人に成れると聞きました
その時ぼくは「死にたいな」と思いました
薄っぺらい目的論じゃ
生まれた理由を肯定しようが無いと知りました
意味無いな こんな人生何も意味無いなあ
生まれた時から茨の中
悪夢は未だ終わらない
焼け落ちた顔は知らない誰か
みたいに見えた
みんながあの目で僕を見てる
知らない言葉で傷つけてく
口実にされた既成事実
その産物は未だ死ねずにいる
生まれ落ちた時
意味を持たない
ぼくの心は何処へ消えた
砕け散る様に
雨の中で
ぼくの心は何処へ消えた
まだここに居る意味を
何のために 生まれたのか
まだここに居る意味を
なんで未だ 死ねないのか

Present

I sing a song on a hoarse note
Forgotten, but still I sing
It rained all of a sudden
The wind blew at dawn
Pricking my skin, it cried, "Leave!"
No place to belong, just a lingering body heat
A forgotten Zion, a withered talent, lost to the past
In the shackles that bind this self
The end of the endless night is yet to come
On the endless tracks that I cannot see
My deathless self bids you "Farewell"
A vagabond without a place to belong
The fact of my birth remains unchanged
A vessel without love
Who did this? This ruined state, full of holes
A broken body, missing parts
I cannot be forgiven for my existence
When I was born,
I had no meaning
My heart, where did it go?
Like shattered glass
In the rain
My heart, where did it go?
I have yet to find meaning in my presence here
Why was I born?
I have yet to find meaning in my presence here
Why was I born?
I have heard that we become human only when we are needed by someone
And that was when I thought, "I want to die"
Shallow purpose is not enough
I learned that there is no way to justify my reason for being
How meaningless this life seems, nothing makes sense
I have been in thorns since the moment I was born
My nightmare is not over yet
My burnt face looked like a stranger
Or so it seemed
Everyone stares at me with those eyes
They hurt me with words I don't understand
Established facts used as excuses
And their product still cannot die
When I was born,
I had no meaning
My heart, where did it go?
Like shattered glass
In the rain
My heart, where did it go?
I have yet to find meaning in my presence here
Why was I born?
I have yet to find meaning in my presence here
Why am I still not dead?