Текст и перевод песни Mao Abe - 今夜は眠るまで

今夜は眠るまで

自由な貴方が好きだけど たまにはここにも帰ってきて欲しい
明け方5時 玄関のドアを見る癖はもう抜けなくなった

貴方は私の子供じゃないんだから なんなら歳上なんだから
こんな事じゃ困るのだけど
はぐらかす笑顔が可愛くて 愛しいから弱っちゃって
また抱き寄せてしまうの

あぁ 今夜は眠るまで側にいて欲しいの
気づけば貴方がいない朝など もう来なくて良いんだよ
あぁ 恋はいつだって私を弱くして
無駄に強くこの場に立たせるの
そろそろぐっすり眠りたいよ

友達には「やめな」って言われるのが分かるから 言えないでいるの
私だけは特別になれるって 馬鹿だけど言い聞かせている

欲しいのは抜け殻の服じゃなく 無機質な部屋じゃなく
暖かいその背中で
瞼が熱く痛くなるほど枕押し付けるけど
涙は止まることなく

あぁ こんなのダメだって分かってはいるけど
心が「貴方しかいないんだ」と叫んでうるさいよ
あぁ 恋はいつだって甘い鎖だね
息も出来ぬほど縛られてるの まだこの手だけは離さないで

今夜は誰を思うの？
貴方の心に私は居る？

あぁ 今夜は眠るまで側にいて欲しいの
気づけば貴方がいない朝など もう来なくて良いんだよ
あぁ 恋はいつだって私を弱くして
無駄に強くこの場に立たせるの
そろそろぐっすり眠りたいよ

Tonight Until I Fall Asleep

I love your free spirit, but sometimes I wish you'd come home.
I've developed a habit of looking at the front door at 5 AM.

You're not my child. In fact, you're older than me.
I know I shouldn't be so needy,
but your evasive smile is so cute and endearing that I can't help but let my guard down.
And then I end up holding you close again.

Oh, tonight I just want you to stay by my side until I fall asleep.
I've realized that a morning without you is unbearable.
Oh, love always makes me weak,
and yet it gives me the strength to stand here, despite the pain.
I just want to sleep soundly.

I know my friends would tell me to give up, but I can't bring myself to tell them.
I keep telling myself that I'm special to you, even though I know it's foolish.

I don't want your empty clothes or your impersonal room.
I want to feel your warm back.
I press my face into my pillow until my eyelids sting with heat,
but my tears won't stop flowing.

Oh, I know this is wrong, but
my heart screams that I can't live without you.
Oh, love is a sweet prison,
and I'm suffocating. But please, don't let go of my hand yet.

Who are you thinking of tonight?
Am I in your heart?

Oh, tonight I just want you to stay by my side until I fall asleep.
I've realized that a morning without you is unbearable.
Oh, love always makes me weak,
and yet it gives me the strength to stand here, despite the pain.
I just want to sleep soundly.