Songtexte Misunderstood - Dens

I sit in this room, living with doom
Picturing you, with somebody else
I don't wanna move, I don't wanna leave
So I stay asleep, to see you in my dreams
Then it angers me, I see your face, I can't retreat
What is wrong with me, its like I don't belong to breathe
Sing this song with me, cause we know that you belong to me
I go on with it, but its like its not what it seems
I took a shot for the moon, what's it cost to get me through
I took way too much again, I took too much as a kid
And it still fucks with my head, still makes me wish I was dead
Open my eyes and see red, they don't know how much I've bled
They don't know about the threats, they don't know about the fear
They don't know about the edge, what's it take to persevere
Someone please, grab the wheel, I might swerve and crash the whip
Take the blade out my grip, I don't wanna slice my wrists
But I don't wanna die like this and I don't wanna try to live
Cause every fucking time I do, it bites me again and again

I have been so ashamed of the place that I have came from
We ain't the same, so don't bring my name up
I'm the one whose misunderstood

Do you know what its like, to hate your life
You stay in your room, every day and night and write
Just to feel like you're alright, is it really worth the fight
Guess I don't belong to breathe, I stay strong until I'm weak
I hang on but I can't seem to believe in anything
The ones I love have fucked me up
The ones I need have shut me out
The ones I want have shut me down
There ain't nobody that I trust, everybody fucks around
Thats the reason why I'm done, that's the reason why I'm out
Thats the reason why I bounce, that's the reason why I shout
Thats the reason why I snap, they don't love you until you leave
Only then they want you back, after that, its just a wrap
I walk this house like I'm mad, on the inside I'm just sad
Tore a part, like fuck the past
I don't know where to go
My heart is froze and I'm just cold
I ask myself, should I keep my soul
But I don't know, I don't know
I got no goals and I'm just broke
Take my life and end it now
Cause this song, this song was just for show