Songtexte alone at last - Eldon Downs

yet again, i apologize
not as interesting like you think of me
i ran out of words like an hour ago
i close my door
and you've droven off
this is what i need for me
i ain't as hot as my nerves
but sometimes i get on my nerves
i can't think of the words
to describe this room

at peace, at peace
my dog tugging the leash
not now, i don't wanna leave
a rush of blood to the head
and my hands are sore
if these walls had eyes
they'd be scared of me

i turn off my phone for the night
conversations and crowds
frozen with fright
if they're alone with me too long
they'll see me as a bore
but i see me as a pig
body dysmorphia
it's just scoliosis
i'd let them feel all my curves
mirror in my room don't lie
crooked teeth, woe is me
gonna need two types of braces
i'm meeting too much new faces
but they're all so pretty
and i just get petty
truth is in the pudding
i eat for this medley
(the putting is actually oat meal)
(um, brown sugar flavored)

oh so quiet
i'm a lone wolf crying
but really, i'm just trying to make them
like my company

i fear the laughs
in here i can lay on my back
and dream
i can, for me
for me
in my mind i'm fighting cause.

oh so quiet
i'm a lone wolf crying
but really, i'm just trying to make them
like my company