Songtexte Mind and Body - Goodsleeper

Wanna be able to work on my music and not have to worry 'bout where I'll be sleepin
Next week or next month or next meal will be from
I'm done sleeping for dinner in beds I don't own
Wanna be able to live how I used to without feelin trapped in my home with abusive behaviour
Can't seem to look after myself anymore, I feel rust eating up at my soul... Mind and body

Not another sorry motherfucker not gettin what what he worked for, huh?
Still thinkin that he deserves more, oh
Mind my rotting, not sorry
Anybody see me lose, put a Noose on me
Do not listen to refuse, I'll be loose running my own revolution while embodying delusion
Find it kinda funny that I have no faith left to lose in me

Only ever loved myself back when I self medicated, livin life faded
Sober now, don't know how to cope, I'm afraid it ain't ever gonna end till I let the blade hit my skin
Can't win, I'm afraid of my own sin
Rust in vein, I'm a fuckin broken mess on the floor and it's all my fault
Been blessed with a choke hold on my fuckin throat, ugh

Try to say I'm at my best, but I'm sinkin
Feel a little bit less when I'm drinkin
We sin less now, but it's all I'm thinkin
Freak skin, No rest, no sleepin
My wrist gets shredded, let it seep into the floorboards of the room that I rot in
Leave me all alone, please don't fuckin knock
I been losin motivation to refuse all that I crave
And I'm losin all my patience to end up inside a grave
Never thought I'd live this long, I don't know how much I can take
Think I, think I'm bout to break, oh
Fuck it, never saw myself as one that can be saved
Learnt my lesson now I'm guessing who I've become every day
So cynical might as well evolve into my hate
Is there any real debate? Nah

Wanna be able to work on my music and not have to worry 'bout where I'll be sleepin
Next week or next month or next meal will be from
I'm done sleeping for dinner in beds I don't own
Wanna be able to live how I used to without feelin trapped in my home with abusive behaviour
Can't seem to look after myself anymore, I feel rust eating up at my soul... Mind and body
Eating my soul
Mind and body
Eating my soul
Mind and body
Mind and body
Mind and body yeah
Mind and body
Eating my soul
Mind and body
Eating my soul
Mind and body
Mind and body
Mind and body yeah