Songtexte Nobody Knows - HKFiftyOne

Yeah

Feel a sickness in my stomach thinking back on when it happened
But I'm only seeing glimpses of the feeling, not the action
And I never came to terms, I'm not surprised my own reaction
Now I'm nauseous in the bucket, least it's kind of a distraction

Burrowed in my brain, I swear it feels like a disease
It likes to taunt me 'til I'm helpless, even more it likes to tease
I won't go to sleep, can't get away, it's back in all my dreams
I was tainted, it was taken, so it's probably as it seems

I just wish you had the power to sit down and read my brain
So I wouldn't have to mention all the things I can't explain
But it wouldn't be that easy, hope you wouldn't go insane
If you feel all that I feel, I feel it might be such a pain

I been lately having visions of the day I died in life
When I speak my heart beat fast, I feel a chill right down my spine
Why the fuck's the world so fucked? Man, feel like I was only five
I ain't never tell no one 'cause I can still pretend I'm fine, yeah

Wish that I could help myself, but I was just a kid, uh
Can't confront my deeper thoughts inside, so then I hid, uh
When I hit the blunt, just makes it worse, and then I split, uh
Can't turn off the flashes in my brain, can't make it quit, uh

Now I only now this pain
Every memory I buried coming back inside my brain
Thought I burned it all to ashes, but the scars remain the same
Spent my whole life feeling dirty when I bathe
'Cause I'm still stained, uh

But you wouldn't understand, that's why I feel so alone
So alone
Feels like a dirty secret in my bones
In my bones
Now it looks darker when you see the world for things it doesn't show
But I couldn't speak, and now nobody knows
Nobody knows, no, nobody knows
But you wouldn't understand, that's why I feel so alone
So alone
Feels like a dirty secret in my bones
In my bones
Now it looks darker when you see the world for things it doesn't show
But I couldn't speak, and now nobody knows
Nobody knows, no, nobody knows