Broken

The days go by and not another sign
Of your love flies through the wind I cannot cry
Cause the tears drained up in both of my eyes
And you lie and tell me everything that doesn't happen
Inside of your dreams I cannot sleep or stand on my feet
It's like i'm losing interest in even wanting to eat
I'm tired of worrying about all the guys that you meet
But we still live happy in every one of my dreams
You only hear the silence while my pain is calling
Why am I so triflant I seek the rise while falling
I cannot seem to get to you i'm crying while you're yawning
I feel im left behind so i'll see you in the morning
You're adored i'm ignored and shoved to the floor
You're always quick to throw me right out the door
I can't take this pain that's up in my brain
I meditate for the better so I don't run away

I guess I understand why you don't want me anymore
Now i'm sitting here flaunting bottles of alcohol
Waiting for a call that I know won't ever come
Another beer for me please
Joking
Dreaming of my past years
Wasted
Placed in personal hell still wishing you well
I'm wishing to wells for spells to bring you back
Got a problem with getting into trouble parts and rubble broken man
Make it a double before I can
I remember her face
I remember her taste
I remember all the ways that she always made my day
I can't get rid of her she lives inside my head