Songtexte What If... - Milles Day

What if... what if
What if... what if
What if... what if
STOP
Go to hell

I'm staring at the wall
Replaying every message, every single call
You got the final word, you walked away with it
Left me with this fire in a bottomless pit
My thumb is hovering right over your name
Just wanna light a match and watch it go up in flame

What if I called you up at 3 AM?
Screamed "Go to hell!", and hung up then?
It'd be hilarious, for a minute or two
'Til I remember it means nothing to you
Yeah, I still wonder, what if I went through
And called you up just to scream at you?

And then I'd hang up, turn off my phone, let it die
Picture the stupid, blank look in your eye
But who am I kidding? You'd probably just laugh
And tell your new friends 'bout the psycho from your past
Yeah, you'd twist it all around and make it my mistake
For all the promises you loved to break

What if I called you up at 3 AM?
Screamed "Go to hell!", and hung up then?
It'd be hilarious, for a minute or two
'Til I remember it means nothing to you
Yeah, I still wonder, what if I went through
And called you up just to scream at you?

The funny part is just a cheap disguise
For the angry, screaming voice that's trapped inside
It's not about you, it's about me, I guess
Just needing one last word to clean this mess

What if... what if
What if... what if