Welcome Part 2

I'm still depressed

I'm still depressed
I'm sorry mom but you don't need to stress
Felt like this forever so I can ever let it take my breath
Almost found my happiness
But sadly it just came and went
Don't how it happens
But I'm used to all the ways it left
Huh
So welcome to the sequel
Who knew the kindest heart was just controlled by all this evil
To many I'm the brightest guy
The type to always feed his people
My perception of my reflection seems to tell me that I'm not as equal
I'm just a little different
I like to fall in love with broken hearts
And tell myself that I could fix it
So sad to see that in the end it's only me that really needs the fixing
I constant bashing on my head
I guess the devil tryna get his kicks in
I tend to lash out when I'm in stressed
Because I'm tired of hearing bitches bitching
This ain't a song
This ain't a bump
This for everyone that get it
To right my wrongs
My evil side is just telling me to forget it
Into the storm
Of my own mind
Disaster come in a second
Without a warn
Without a try
Depression sends like a message
I'm sorry mom
Don't try to cry
I guess karmas giving me lessons
I'm sorry mom
My eyes are dry
I keep repeating the lessons
This is phase 2