Nice Girl

Thought I was a nice girl
But I was an insecure girl
I tried to be your dream girl
And fucked up my whole world
I tried to hide it
But felt like I was dying
I stayed too long & I
Just had had to say goodbye
And now you call me mean
I loved you sincerely
You watched me as I bleed
I wish that you could see
I put you before me
It left a hole inside of me
And when I said I felt unseen
It made you mad at me

I'm not a nice girl
I'm not nice
I'm not nice
Guess I'm not a nice girl
I'm not nice
Not nice
Guess I'm not a nice girl
I'm not nice
Not nice
I'm not a nice girl
I'm not a nice girl

I'm mean girl
Cause I couldn't be your dream girl
Couldn't hold in all the steam girl
So I'm a bitch now
I'm ignored I don't exist now
Can't impress you with my pics now
But I'm becoming everything I wanted
If it means that I gotta be mean
And maybe I'm a little bit haunted
But at least I'm a little more free

I'm not a nice girl
I'm not nice
Not nice
I'm not nice
I'm not nice
I'm not nice
I'm not nice
Not nice