Songtexte ANGELS (feat. N@Y) - TRVIS

I'm wondering here every day, if God is saving my angels
It's way too painful
Hearing my prayers and I'm thinking he say no
Unstable, it's okay though
I got what I got, I'm grateful
More bad shit to do
So tell God he can save my angels

They don't see me
Don't think they believe me
It's too damn easy
I'm way too drunk and I need me a DD
That's me, hop in the car and speed
I just swapped our keys
Lost on the road, I don't see no limits
Stopped in a park, think I need a minute
Please don't listen
To anything that I say in jest
I got more weight staying on my chest
Than an oversized fucking elephant
So I pole vault, noose around my neck
When I let go, shit is snapping, check
For a pulse, I don't really feel it yet
Put a mirror by my mouth to see my breath
I'm suicidal
My Dad be proud and that's my idol, that's my rival
Be like him, slowly spiral
Or keep on living and repeat the cycle
My demons are winning and hiding my angels they feed for survival
I'm thinking of reading the Bible, they checking my vitals
I'm dying inside and I'm lying if I think a smile
Is good enough for all you motherfuckers think I'm living great
I stare at my calendar stuck in my ways
Wondering now if today is the day
No people around cause you push 'em away
Higher than shit while I'm digging my grave
The fact that you stay, really is brave
Fuck out my face you got something to say
My stitches are bleeding, I'm ripping the seams
Till my guts are falling out my fucking stomach
I'm spilling my guts, you get what you wanted
I said that I love you, I knew I was fronting
Just look at our life
I got two divine bad bitches right
I knocked both off, the love can die
Talking to God and I think I know why

I'm wondering here every day, if God is saving my angels
It's way too painful
Hearing my prayers and I'm thinking he say no
Unstable, it's okay though
I got what I got, I'm grateful
More bad shit to do
So tell God he can save my angels

Taken enough, taking another I don't give a fuck
Abusing my angels, they under my tongue
Whatever it takes, so that I can feel something
Oh what a rush
Couple of substances fucking me up
Closest that I get to feeling some love
Don't even focus on healing, I'm numb
And I can't sleep
All of the promises, I couldn't keep
Head full of secrets, they never told me
Only time I get peace, when I'm inside a dream
Running from myself and run out of space
When I'm talking about it, don't know what to say
When I'm lost and forgotten and I'm not desired
Thought I needed someone, but nobody stayed
I kinda think I did this to myself
Pour up some more so nobody can tell and until that
I pass out or I black out but I really don't give a fuck
Then maybe I'll wake up, a little shaked up
Finally realize what I've done
But I still take one cause I can't run
And I'm still not giving a fuck
Been moving on pace but, I can't change up
Circles the way that I run
Now nothings been changing cause I ain't been
From the way that I had gave up
Running in place but I feel safe cause of the
Angels under my tongue
Pop it away, or whatever it takes
Just so that maybe I can feel something

I'm wondering here every day, if God is saving my angels
It's way too painful
Hearing my prayers and I'm thinking he say no
Unstable, it's okay though
I got what I got, I'm grateful
More bad shit to do
So tell God he can save my angels