Songtexte DEMON (feat. Ethan Andrew) - TRVIS

I am not the person who I thought I was
Look into the mirror, see a demon and I saw enough
Always fuckin' thinkin' what the problem was
It's peaceful at the bottom having conversations all about

I am not the person that I thought I was
Don't talk me up
Stumbled on to something
If I'm trippin' then they caught me up
Stocking up on things I do
Affecting who's in line of sight
Try to bite my style
You ain't grippin' what's behind the mic
I do this thing, I really think
I'm seeing what the people see
Obsessing how I need to breathe
And let 'em choose to leave me be
This ain't a book, you look mistook
The way they think they're reading me
Got a whole page with the lines you like to read between
But see to me it's a sea to me
Lost with the sharks and you're bleeding deep
Caught in the crossfire hits to me
Grippin' this mic and I rip the beat
This shit to me, is like Tetris
Let it all stack till it crashes down
Splash in the water then you ask to drown
Out their mind think I'm backing out
Fuck anything that you ask about
I do not have your answers
If you get cut give a fuck what you thought slut
I do not have your bandage
I don't care who your man is
Fuck your Insta and social standing
Coastal trips don't post no status
Posting pics and pose for cameras
I try to warn 'em they never buy it
When the time comes then I know I sold 'em
Crying 'bout somethin' I did
Or I didn't do
Or a lie I told 'em
Try and shout better hide your mouth
Since you got a tongue you could try to hold it
Finding out I'm not the one they thought I was
I try to own it
Manipulate then I take advantage
Don't need to panic if I want a Xanax
So fuckin' high that my eyes roll back in my skull, overdose
Go tell my family
I got an issue I don't give a fuck
Give a hoe somethin' like a dick to suck
Listen to her let her spill her guts
Just to strip her down then I fill her up
I will erupt
Call my Mom a cunt
Then joke about my Dads suicide
He's too dead and I'm too alive
This minds split
That's two of mine
Got two divine, bad bitches right
Can't choose one got me switchin' sides
Miss them both shit I think I might
Look in the mirror got me thinkin' like

I am not the person who I thought I was
Look into the mirror, see a demon and I saw enough
Always fuckin' thinkin' what the problem was
It's peaceful at the bottom having conversations all about

How I can't seem to keep my head screwed on right
When it came to my problems
I flew instead of fight
Took off
And I never looked back
I went up up like a kite
Shook off what I could
Until it made me crash and burn mid flight
Always been obsessive
Of things not in my possession
Asking for a death wish
It stopped my progression
Go for bitches that are already taken
No wonder I've been single and
Ruined my expectations
Soon enough, I'll chew it up
Spit it out, give it up
Quit on my pursuit of love
Been going through it tough
Must've just been doing too much
Huh
Kinda funny ain't it
How delusional my brain get painted
It's got me feeling jaded
Green lights, can be quite
The opposite of being right
It seems like, I just might
Have done it all out of spite
I'll be fine, don't mind me
I stay dedicated
In due time I'll find peace in preservation
You'll come to see I'm
A different force of nature
Give me the world and the universe is what I'll cater
I'll eventually shine
Like the sun, but for now
Consider me something much more shady because

I am not the person who I thought I was
No I'm not
Look into the mirror, see a demon and I saw enough
Always fuckin' thinkin' what the problem was
What's the problem right
It's peaceful at the bottom having conversations all about