Songtexte my reasons to live list - handkerchief code

Everything I write feels fake
I can leave it all behind
I know that
They told me to write down names of the people i care about
Or things I want to accomplish
And everything I write feels like a lie
I don't care
Maybe I want to apologize to my ex
It's not your fault I'm here
This is all me
And I know I put my world on your shoulders
And expected you to just go with it
That was insane of me to think
Some family
Some friends
More names
That seem familiar
But seem so far away
Talking about things I want
Seems weird right now
I just want to feel okay