Lyrics Part Problem - Nahko & Medicine for the People

What did you think this would be, easy love?
There ain't no easy love, no, no
Oh, beloved, what did I do to us?
How could've I lost touch? I was

Fightin' with my shadow
That is somethin' I am good at
Givin' me the power that is
Provin' to have backlash
Good heart
Off to a bad start

How do I keep myself from fallin' apart
When I ain't never felt part of a whole?
Somewhere along the line I got disconnected
Started losin' perspective, I know
I'll admit that I am part of the problem
Part of the problem (part of the problem)
I'll admit that I am part of the problem
Part of the problem

What about all that shit I did for love?
Maybe it wasn't love, no, no
Who's in charge here, is it really me?
A face you rarely see

I was lookin' for connection
But is this just a mixed message?
Come a little closer
Maybe you can make some sense
Of my good heart
Off to a bad start
That is my good heart
Off to a bad start

How do I keep myself from fallin' apart
When I ain't never felt part of a whole?
Somewhere along the line I got disconnected
Started losin' perspective, I know
I'll admit that I am part of the problem
Part of the problem (part of the problem)
I'll admit that I am part of the problem
Part of the problem

So I'm learnin' to soften my soul
(Part of the problem, part of the problem)
Soul
(Part of the problem, part of the problem)
Soul
(Part of the problem, part of the problem)
Soul
(Part of the problem, part of the problem)

How do I keep myself from fallin' apart
When I ain't never felt part of a whole?
Somewhere along the line I got disconnected
Started losin' perspective, I know
I'll admit that I am part of the problem
Part of the problem (part of the problem)
I'll admit that I am part of the problem
So I'm learnin' to soften my soul