Lyrics War With Myself - 2xsump

War with myself i'm at war with myself
I been popping all these addys i know it's bad for my health
Keep my friends close
But my enemies closer
This ain't no game when it's beef we start loading
Nightmares in my dreams all i see blood yeah yeah
Seem like i can't vent to nobody so
I cope wit these drugs like yeah yeah

When i was broke who could i call on
Codiene i sip till it's all gone
Tell da truth no need to lie we all grown
Antisocial Ian tryna talk Just leave alone
Suffering from ptsd i need help at night i ain't sleeping
I thought shit would get better but it got
Worse when i seen my mama she wasn't breathing
I wish i could talk to you one more time yeah
I really laugh to keep from crying
On the inside lately i been dying
Shit got harder but lately i been trying
To keep my composure they ion know how i really feel yeah
Only time they call my phone cause they see
I'm going up cause they think i signed a deal yah

War with myself i'm at war with myself
I been popping all these addys i know it's bad for my health
Keep my friends close
But my enemies closer
This ain't no game wen it's beef we start loading
Nightmares in my dreams all i see blood yeah yeah
Seem like i can't vent to nobody so
I cope wit these drugs like yeah yeah

For better or for worst i cut the dead weight off
My life been a movie from the shit that i saw
Be careful with these niggas cause most of they play to cross
Ready to catch a nigga slipping like I'm randy moss
I'm tryna make a top dollar with my
Yung niggas we live life like we shottas
Nine on me when i move around ima
But they block like I'm andre iguodala
With that money i got a soul tie
Ian no quarterback but i got a roll out
I hit the booth and really let my soul out
Remember they was laughing look who the joke now
I got like ten in these skinnies
Yeah the glock it hold fifty
Can't trust none of these women they be tripping like these niggas
This picture perfect no ion really need no filter
Tell em I'm charging a bag if they really want a feature

War with myself i'm at war with myself
I been popping all these addys i know it's bad for my health
Keep my friends close
But my enemies closer
This ain't no game wen it's beef we start loading
Nightmares in my dreams all i see blood yeah yeah
Seem like i can't vent to nobody so
I cope wit these drugs like yeah yeah