Lyrics Trapped In My Thoughts - 4ayem

Trapped in my thoughts lately it's been kinda hard
Rest In Peace LB, man that shit there hurt my heart
Fuck these diamonds on wrist
How the fuck my life still dark
Being going through it since a kid
All that pain turnt me to a star

Feelings
I need some healing

Growing up I ant really have shit
I was sitting in the crib, crib sitting on bricks
Matta fact my house was leaning
We aint never get it fixed
Hard times I swear I seen it
Yeah I swear I seen it yeah

So I smoke to ease mind so I won't feel the pain
I talk to god I pray to god that I see better days
I don't even talk to my family nigga thats a shame
But I still pray for em
Cus it shouldn't be that way
I need love love love love love love love love and affection
I just need a blessing
Im so tired of stressing
I learned all my lessons
You can name It, bet I been through it yah yah

Mhm, mhm
I done had some long nights I went trough it by myself
Mhm, mhm
They don't wanna see me winning, they just wanna see me fail
Fish tank, it's on audemars
Nigga try to take it he won't see tomorrow
Turn you to ghost aint talking double r
These bullets aint got no name don't matter who you are
And I can't, no cant go

I just wanna be on top yeah some like kangos
Bitch I grew up different
So I see life from different angles
Got certain people im missing
Nocap I got ghetto angles
We fall down, but we get up
When we fall down, we gotta get up