Lyrics existence - 4k$xy

I would take you back but it's way too much invested
I gave you my love but I still felt so contested
Made me feel like you weren't interested
We were on the west-end, you cheated with my best friend

I would make it count, but I feel like you don't exist
I blew a couple bags on you, only 'cause I could insist
When I was on my back, I was calling out for your assist
You wanna come crawling back, but I think that I can resist

I would make it count, but I feel like you don't exist
Took you to a couple places, mark it off my checklist
Ran threw all of my mental and then you just dismissed
I'm tryna leave you in the past, but you only just persist

I can't run from you no more
I just wanna feel you closer
You make my heart feel so sore
I can't talk to you while sober

I been in my bag, but I'm smoking way too much
You been in head, girl, I think I miss your touch
You run around in circles, I can't just make this up
You hurt me so bad, you make me feel such

Pain in my abdomen and I can't even fight it
When I hear your name I just feel like I'm enlightened
Taking you to Paris, we can see all of the sightings
You only thinking 'bout yourself, why you so damn trifling?

I would make it count, but I feel like you don't exist
I blew a couple bags on you, only 'cause I could insist
When I was on my back, I was calling out for your assist
You wanna come crawling back, but I think that I can resist

I would make it count, but I feel like you don't exist
Took you to a couple places, mark it off my checklist
Ran threw all of my mental and then you just dismissed
I'm tryna leave you in the past, but you only-