Lyrics Live Laugh Lobotomy - 4ria

I don't wanna talk about it
I just wanna be about
Then we could all see about it
I don't feel the need to count on any motherfucker
Looking petty motherfucker
I've already suffered
Severing syllables till I'm fucked up
Still pressed
Cause of the fact everyone's stuck up
Feel depressed
So, I have to hit up enough plugs
To drum up the probability there's enough drugs
To numb my fucking brain
And maintain I stay drugged up
Delicate, so I generate hellish ways
To accelerate just to help my pain
Celebrate, psychedelic developments
That envelop my zealous, compelling nature to rebel against you fellas
Irrelevant and so fucking jealous

I don't want let it get the best of me, I definitely
Got a cemetery in my mind because you're dead to me
Work a lot, I stir the pot
Cause bitch, I got some recipes
The nerve you got is sure to pop my vein
Need more than therapy
I don't want let it get the best of me, I definitely
Got a cemetery in my mind because you're dead to me
Every day and every night
My feelings bright as ecstasy
Eventually I'm lead to see my destiny

Pardon, I'm stuck in between fantasies you contaminated
Starting to feel like the fucks that I give have been amputated
Tough to live
But, it's harder to forgive
I don't plan on caving
My hearts a canvas
Cut myself to use my blood to paint this
Touch of incision, enough given to brush my pain with
Another figment of infatuation to escape with
Face it, it's basic
I'm basically desperate enough to self destruct just to have someone to lay with
Because I crave it (I crave it)
Killing, I've been feeling like I've fallen
In the middle of a battle with my shadow
Shield the fact that I've been living like an asshole when I grapple
With these graphic thoughts
My spirit fucking rattles off these lyrics that attack on my appearance
Back with my fears, I make these habits be my nearest form of happiness
I steer it till I'm manic
And a tragic fate adheres to my enchanted state
Reality, I animate with pills till I contaminate the mirror

Mirror, mirror on the wall
Burn all of my fucking flaws
Into urns and let me fall
With these words until I crawl
To observe the base of my frustrations from the start
All I could recall is that you broke my fucking heart
Mirror, mirror on the wall
Burn all of my fucking flaws
Into urns and let me fall
With these words until I crawl
To observe the base of my frustrations from the start
All I could recall is that you broke my fucking heart

I don't want let it get the best of me, I definitely
Got a cemetery in my mind because you're dead to me
Work a lot, I stir the pot
Cause bitch, I got some recipes
The nerve you got is sure to pop my vein
Need more than therapy
I don't want let it get the best of me, I definitely
Got a cemetery in my mind because you're dead to me
Every day and every night
My feelings bright as ecstasy
Eventually I'm lead to see my destiny
Let it be