Lyrics ONCE A WEEK, I DETERIORATE - 4ria

Need I remind you
That I'm neither fine nor inclined
To align with the standards you crave
Caused so much damage
Day in and day out, I stayed
In my dark hideaway
To escape feelings they gave
I do not speak this
Bitch, I fucking bleed this
Live up to this scheme
I'll be dreaming 'till dawn
Doomed and confined
Fuck being right
Sometimes everyone's wrong

Need I remind you
That I'm neither fine nor inclined
To align with the standards you crave
Caused so much damage
Day in and day out, I stayed
In my dark hideaway
To escape feelings they gave
I do not speak this
Bitch, I fucking bleed this
Live up to this scheme
I'll be dreaming 'till dawn
Doomed and confined
Fuck being right
Sometimes everyone's wrong

I hate motherfuckers
Matter fact, I think I hate myself
Take what I want
Can't relate cause you're fake as hell
Based on my history of indifference
I've made myself
Raise what's beyond what I've spawned
In the gates of hell
At this pace, I'll melt
Into a pond of flows while I'm raising hell
Rage as sharp as razor blades
My state of health may decay
I may as well
Take a day and maybe dwell
I'd hate to say what ladies tell
Loves a spell, a crazy hell
You can't ever make me do
Whatever I still hate, oh well
In the aftermath, got drained
I think I know how shady felt
I think I know a way to sell my pain
Like every page is well and full of lyrics
Cannot wait 'till all you hear it
I can't take the fall 'till I ball
I'm withdrawn now
'Till the crack of dawn now
Make another couple dozen songs
That I've drawn out
Maybe let a yawn out
But I won't ever sleep
'Till I've gone out
Kill it from the intro to outro
Two pills deep
Spitting feelings, but my mouths closed
Living like a beast on the brink
Of collapse like the Dow Jones
Outgrow woes when outsold my hopes
On the down low, I float
On a downslope, hope I don't drown
Or go down below
Bitch, I'm bound to croak
At any moment now
Hold me down
Bitch you're a lonely clown
Lonely as the days pass
Fade to black
On this track
Keep the fear of death on playback
Don't lack, keep this shit a buck
But motherfuckers hate that
Motherfuckers go in circles
Like a fucking race track
Come to the dark side if pain lasts
That's what everyone calls payback
Straight jacked
Face facts
On the individual basis
I won't take shit
But I will eventually make with
My main wish
To crack the code
Like paint chips

Need I remind you
That I'm neither fine nor inclined
To align with the standards you crave
Caused so much damage
Day in and day out, I stayed
In my dark hideaway
To escape feelings they gave
I do not speak this
Bitch, I fucking bleed this
Live up to this scheme
I'll be dreaming 'till dawn
Doomed and confined
Fuck being right
Sometimes everyone's wrong

Need I remind you
That I'm neither fine nor inclined
To align with the standards you crave
Caused so much damage
Day in and day out, I stayed
In my dark hideaway
To escape feelings they gave
I do not speak this
Bitch, I fucking bleed this
Live up to this scheme
I'll be dreaming 'till dawn
Doomed and confined
Fuck being right
Sometimes everyone's wrong