Lyrics Dead Awake - A Karmic Gray

It seems I'm struggling daily
To pull myself out from the deep
I just find madness every second that I breathe
I watch you drifting
A polar shift in me
I'm getting tired of all the hell it brings
Nothing can ever fix me
The way I failed to see
I'm losing grip with misery chasing me
I see no light
I feel no peace
Want to just die
Stand fall
Stand breathe

The currents of life
Pressuring me in all that I do
Waiting for my chance to start anew
But depression cripples me in all I do

I'm dead tomorrow
I'm waking in the grave
I never had a reason to just stay
I'm looking onward
There's nothing left to find
I guess it doesn't matter that i tried
I lost all balance
The pills won't help me now
All bridges burned they're charred on shaky ground

The currents of life
Pressuring me in all that I do
Waiting for my chance to start anew
But depression cripples me in all I do