Lyrics Growing Up - A L E X

Lately, I'm sitting outside smoking, waiting and hoping, for you.
Most days I try not to act so lonely,
But it's hard to be a phony who wanders around.
Oh please, why does time move so slowly while everything so
Hopelessly falls apart? I'm getting cold,
Breathless and old and you look so beautiful.
Staying up at night playing GameCube in spite of it all.
Lately, I'm sitting outside smoking...