Lyrics 888 - AMVRILLO

What do you want?
What do you want?
(I like to think that all of this is in vain)
You're still the baby forever

Demons talking in the silence

I shove two pencils up my nose
And I slam my head on the desk
I take two petals off that rose
And I give the rest to her, miss
I shove that metal down my throat
And I hope that I'm heaven sent
I bet that I'mma be alone
Until forever ends

I'm a bad guy making bad moves
Like Tom Yawkey
Wouldn't bat an eye at the taboo
Looking at you for love shawty
I prolly learned how to love the pain
From the stab wounds and the scars on me
I've fallen victim to the fucking system
In a bad mood, so stop talking
Let me tell my story
Yellow fellow with the feathers
But he not a Big Bird
Saying hello to the fellows
Up upon his twig perch
On a level high enough
To take the cake for looks
I met the devil in the woods
Smoking on that wood
Would he ever be so reckless
Choosing bad from good
When the persecution's endless
From the family curse
Ma never took a second
Understand her son
So notice how the pit falls
From the damage done

I shove two pencils up my nose
And I slam my head on the desk
I take two petals off that rose
And I give the rest to her, miss
(End my pain)
I shove that metal down my throat
And I hope that I'm heaven sent
I bet that I'mma be alone
(888)
Until forever ends

Hey Tara you want some of this?
This bitch empty!
Yeet!
Na-na-na-na
I feel so empty to my pain
This bitch empty!
Yeet!
Yeah

You vain motherfucker
What are you waiting for?
Why don't you do something?
C'mon, c'mon!
Do it! Do it!
Do what feels good

I couldn't avoid
Falling for my void
It begged and pleaded
Made a tragic choice
To follow the sirens
Rather than your voice
I ignored the red flags
Blocked out the noise
Never truly felt
You gave a fuck about me
Could've left you for a foster home
Way back in '16
Backtrack to age twelve
Only cared about yourself
And your fucking reputation
Rather than my own health
So I figured with no help
I'd help myself
I ran into the living room
To touch myself
If you don't know love
You can't love yourself
So I thought that my own touch
Would substitute that well
Turns out that's the start
When it all went to hell
Fallen angel, morning star
Has got a grip on my belt
A succulent young succubus
Begged for me to come out
And I gave birth to a monster
The pain that I felt
Fuck

Oh
End my pain, thank you
End it please, end it now
End my pain, thank you
(Just end it)
Help me please, help me now
End my pain, thank you
End it please, end it now
End my pain, thank you
(Why bother?)
Help me please, help me out

I shove two pencils up my nose
And I slam my head on the desk
I take two petals off that rose
And I give the rest to her, miss
I shove that metal down my throat
And I hope that I'm heaven sent
I bet that I'mma be alone
Until forever ends

Empty
Empty
Empty
Oh my God!